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Watching Your Nightmare

from Demo 2013 by Otus

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i'm watching, watching you suffer with the rope.
hopelessly druling, crying as you slowly fade away.
you're grieving, grieving without knowing why.
like a hero in a fairy tale, your own death is a fucking glory to you.

the more you suffer and the more you struggle.
the deeper it cuts into your throat.
the more you suffer and the more you struggle.
the deeper it cuts into your throat.
bringing your end closer.

i can see it in your eyes. you know exactly what you have done.
forced it out of your mind.
buried it in the darkness and pretend that you can't see.

it's too late for begging, it's too late for praying, to regret.
never look back till it's the only way left.

it's you who chose this ugly path. you have no one left to blame.
who do you blame, who can you detest. to whom will you cry for help.

i'll burn the truth into your eyes until the white is dyed black with your blood.
the reality you've shoved aside.
i'll push it right in front of you.

i only see you falling down.

all alone you hang, hang with the rope tied to your neck, as your slit wrist bleeds you to death.


俺は見ている
お前がその縄の中で 苦痛に悶え
汚らしい涎と涙を垂らしながら 息耐えていく様を

お前は何故自分が苦しむのかをわかっていない
まるで自分は哀れな物語の主人公のように
お前は自らの死さえも自分を美化する道具として捉えているのだろうか

苦しめば苦しむほど　もがけばもがくほど　その縄は食い込み　死期を早めていく

俺は分かっている　お前がお前の過ちに気づいていることを
それを自らの心理の外側に配し　闇に埋め　見えないふりをしていることを

今更何を乞いているんだ　今更何を祈っているんだ　今更何を悔いているんだ
お前はいつもたった一つの道しかなくなってから過去を振り返るんだ

その複数の選択肢からそれを選んだのはお前だ
紛れもない お前だ
誰を恨む　誰を憎む　誰に助けを求める

ありのままをお前の眼に焼き付ける
お前の白目が血で黒く染まるまで
現実を、お前が今まで汚してきた存在を　突き付ける

俺に見えるのはお前が墜ちていく姿だけだ

お前は孤独の中で首を吊り、手首を切る

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from Demo 2013, released February 24, 2013

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Tokyo Hardcore

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